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8月26日 18 岁 生日 Autumn & Fall 的18岁
生日快乐!!!
成人了 T.T......
fall into autumn ~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
PS: autumn是我,tina..fall是秋天..我们同年同月同日同时刻同医院同产房...来到这个世界
8月23日 The 7th Guitar Lesson 18：50 到达琴行 21:45 离开琴行 22：15 到家
这应该是暑假最后一次的吉他课。。当然开学后还会把剩下的3节民谣初级上完
还未拿定主意是否继续民谣中级or电吉他初级 担心买琴的钱和学费。。。 用6节课把10节课的内容吃完了，今天=没学到新东西 LT说：哎，你们是我教过的1对2里，最快的一组了。。。 还是要谢谢XQ,和我一起学~ 虽然他不怎么练，但聪明脑袋摆在那里 恩 很聪明但有时候又傻得可爱的家伙 这个星期以来，除了练大横按，就是自己找歌练，教材后面的歌实在。。。没兴趣，虽然我都会了 呵呵 找到Green Day 的 Wake Me Up When September Ends 和 Blink 182 的 Stay Together For The Kids (click to listen) 看着Youtube上别人的acoustic版本，自己在家开始啃琴谱...用木琴弹还是有难度的，因为弦硬，指板高，跨度大，痛，和“个人原因” 可对吉他一直都有这样的passion，拿起了就放不下 当成恋人 终于小有成就，克服了C-Cm-G,虽然Em-Bm还是有些slow.. 克服了"Stay Together For The Kids"的fast intro,四个品格的跨度。。左手的小指 茧又厚了一层 昨天发现——弹断了右手食指的指甲，真的进步了
今天在琴行，用LT的木琴弹，哇！好舒服，完全不觉得痛，而且比用我的琴弹省力多 有人在学电吉他，琴行里3个Male（包括LT），我1个女生 那人用吉他的失真练习，听着很不错 另一个。。貌似是民谣初级的孩子,好帅呀，特别是笑的时候＾。＾ 大家乱开玩笑，学琴，每次都这么开心～
8月20日 highschool musical ! whoa~
8月16日 流水帐——Avril Lavigne的上海演唱会一天
本来是开开心心的～ 化了个小烟熏妆，从餐厅出来，去找演唱会班车。最近上海活动太多，所以市中心的大场地都没法给avril开演唱会。。所以avril才选了离市中心１小时车程的旗忠网球中心——大师杯举行的地方，开中国内地第一场，唯一的concert. 就是这个原因，大家都想乘班车，6000人啊！那个场面，大家抢，大家挤，push and pull 那个失控啊！！我夹在人堆里面就像多层三明治里面最薄最小的一片生菜，结果是，我终于上了车，我的roxy包包还掉在人堆里。。。她就是生菜边边的烂叶子！好不容易把她解救上来～安稳了。。。之后时间在车上聊聊天就打发掉了
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唯一一件开心的事情：avril的encore曲，第一首是ALL THE SMALL THINGS！！！
Avril live concert ＠ SH, Aug.15 盛宴落幕。rock concert的master一直是最棒，但每次的guest总有差异。希望avril看到了中国歌迷好的一面，hope she will see us ** year...
结束后，在场馆留了影，纪念一下，离开。。。。。。。。。。
恩，就是这样的。。回家后被妈妈训话，我活该！隐型眼镜差点拿不出来，慌死
8月13日 怪诞的音乐画面组合——发条橙
一部经典的影片总会有无数人去评价它。《发条橙》，导演库布里克1971年的作品。一个个标签贴在这部伟大的作品上：社会意识形态，暴力美学，反政府，人的自由意识，超现实手法，性暴力血腥，黑色喜剧，后现代。。。太多人把重点放在对影片主旨的探讨，所以不乏精彩影评。《发条橙》的主旨的确发人深省，而在此我想要说的是《发条橙》的音乐与画面。 精彩的配乐在电影史上不占少数，但如此怪诞的配乐却是少见。电影中几乎所有的暴力性镜头都配上了古典大气的交响乐。这是新奇大胆的尝试，成功地抓住了我的视觉和听觉感官。视觉在听觉的牵引下对某些画面产生了异样情绪——原本那些另人作呕的极端暴力和性虐待竟然在古典乐的映衬下变得美幻起来。暴力美学在这里不仅包括画面的艺术美感，音乐也起到了巨大的作用。以奇制胜——使《发条橙》的配乐得到了另类的成功。主人公Alex是一个无恶不作的少年，同时也是个music lover... 因此，整部影片基本在交响曲下贯穿进行，或许显得合乎常理。但是将美好的音乐与罪恶紧密联系起来，始终是个超出普通人想象的结合。。。所以另类的让人喜欢！
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《发条橙》的讽刺意味回味无穷，配乐，画面，让它成为完美的电影！！！
8月8日 American Beauty----it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the worldafter the 5th time i watched American Beauty, i decided to write a movie review of it. it's hard to write, especially in English, because of the deep meaning of it. but it can be a challenge.
Lester Burnham, who is in his middle age live a boring life. he doesn't have a "successful" job, doesn't have passion for life and doesn't even have good relationship with his wife Carolyn and his daughter Jane. In a way he's dead already. Carolyn, a women desires to be successful but always fails in her career, acts strong but inside weak. She's just some money-grabbing freak, as many people are. "In order to be successful, one must project an image of success at all times." is what she believed, which in fact destroyed her whole life. Their 17 year old daughter Jane is a typical teenager, angry, insecure, confused. She Jane's friend, Angela, is a kid with flashy appreance. "there's nothing worse in life than being ordinary" is her twisted values. she is proud and refuses to be ordinary but this cant cover her ordinary mind. Jane's nextdoor neighboor, Ricky fall in love with Jane. He always use DV to record some strange things----in his eyes they're beautiful. Ricky makes money through dealing drugs. Ricky's father, an extremely strict old man who hates homosexuality to death, hides the truth that he himself is a gay. We can feel that the conversations between these people is full of meaning, words are selected and emotions are real to life. Every character is so typical that we can actually realize such people do exist around us. maybe we're just one of them. Due to their personalities, the tragic story happened... Lester saw Angela and he's totally obsessed with her beauty at once. " I feel like I've been in a coma for the past twenty years. And I'm just now waking up. " Who in reality have the guts to change their everyday life? Who would give themselves a new try? Who dare to challenge what most people against? Few people do i believe. Maybe that's the reason why Lester Burnham is written dead in the end. There's no such hero in our reality. American Beauty not only shows an ironic reflection of "American dream"'s life but also tells us that there's beauty everywhere. That's one of the reasons i love this movie! There's one scene that Ricky shows Jane a 15 minutes short movie he shoot. It was just a plastic bag floating in the sky, flying as the wind blowing. But in Ricky's eyes ---- " this bag was, like, dancing with me. Like a little kid begging me to play with it. For fifteen minutes. And that's the day I knew there was this entire life behind things, and... this incredibly benevolent force, that wanted me to know there was no reason to be afraid, ever. Video's a poor excuse, I know. But it helps me remember... and I need to remember... Sometimes there's so much beauty in the world I feel like I can't take it, like my heart's going to cave in."
The end of movie is the most touching part. Lester finally find out the most important in his life is his daughter, his family. He gently held the photo of his happy family, stared at the three people on it, whispered to himself and sunk into the memory of the past with a smile on his wrinkle face. At this time, GUNSHOT! Lester fell down in blood. Surprisingly, we don't see dead people's scary face but a tender face, still, smiling... now he must be in his happiest moment.
"I had always heard your entire life flashes in front of your eyes the second before you die. First of all, that one second isn't a second at all, it stretches on forever, like an ocean of time... For me, it was lying on my back at Boy Scout camp, watching falling stars... And yellow leaves, from the maple trees, that lined my street... Or my grandmother's hands, and the way her skin seemed like paper... And the first time I saw my cousin Tony's brand new Firebird... And Janie... And Janie... And... Carolyn. I guess I could be pretty pissed off about what happened to me... but it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. Sometimes I feel like I'm seeing it all at once, and it's too much, my heart fills up like a balloon that's about to burst... And then I remember to relax, and stop trying to hold on to it, and then it flows through me like rain and I can't feel anything but gratitude for every single moment of my stupid little life... You have no idea what I'm talking about, I'm sure. But don't worry... you will someday. " ---the end
Lester discovered the beauty of his life and left this world with gratitude. What I'm thinking is either a sensitive person like Ricky or a miserable guy play a small role in life like Lester can have a sense of beauty. Not only them, but anyone who is grateful for their life all have it. We need to feel the beauty around us in this cold society, which is actually full of beauty, not coldness. Someday, you will understand... it's hard to stay mad, when there's so much beauty in the world. 8月6日 信仰上周五去了徐家汇的天主教堂,朋友是天主教徒. 我坐在教堂的长凳上,听朋友唱圣歌. 我不是教徒,不知以后会不会加入. |
<----------- 潦倒啊!!
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只是全身骨折，生命延续着，邪恶继续着
has no confidence in herself, always thinks she's not pretty. and she has cold relationshop with her family.
He started to make a change and live like what he wants. On the surface we would think that Lester changed because he wants to win Angela, but his obsession about Angela is in fact the desire of beauty, which is just a symbol of fresh exciting lifestyle. Quitting the bored job and getting a new one at a drive-in, doing physical exercises, listening to rock music and smoking dope turned Lester's dark life to a bright one. Rebirth is how he feels. Meanwhile, his wife and daughter couldn't understand him, which makes the story more ironic. ...the death of Lester Burnham is the biggest irony in the whole movie. The gigantic "loser" becomed a real hero of his own life in the end! He was the only one who gave himself a chance to start a new life and live a colorful life. Nobody else did. But at last he was dead. That is exactly what black humor all about.
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